My life is a BIG mess. There is a quote that says "Life is just like a wheel. Sometimes you'll find yourself the highest position but at times you might be at the lowest point. I guess I'm living through my lowest point in my life right now. The darkest moment ever. I'm not going to lie that I never feel so frustrated with myself. I did feel that way & I still do.But to give up hoping that it will be better one day..yeah I'm still waiting for that day. I want to be happy. I want to achieve great things. I want to have a moment when I feel "Life couldn't get better than this". All I need is try to keep on believing & work hard in everything I do.. When my heart starts to waver a bit I like to read this one poem to booze up my enthusiasm.
ALLAH knows what is best for us
So why should we complain
We always want the sunshine
But He knows there must be rain.
We always want laughter
and the merriment of cheer
but our heart will lose
their tenderness
If we never shed a tear.
ALLAH tests us often
with suffering and sorrow
He tests us not to punish us
but to help us meet tomorrow.
For growing trees are strengthened
if they can withstand the storm
and the sharpness of the chisel
gave the marble its grace and form.
ALLAH tests us often
and for every pain
He gives us
provided we are patient
Is followed by rich gain
So whenever we feel that
everything is going wrong
It is just ALLAH'S way to make our spirit strong.
“…and it may be that you dislike a thing which is good for you and that you like a thing which is bad for you. Allah knows but you do not know.” (Surah Baqarah: 216)
To whoever out there that living hard in life, just keep in mind:- Do not resent the calamities that come and the disasters that occur, for perhaps in something that you dislike will be your salvation, and perhaps in something that you prefer will be your doom. Remember " The greatest reward comes with the greatest trial."
LETS KEEP ON FIGHTING!!!!!!!!